arrogant boy...

...love yourself [so no one has too]
they're better off without you.
[they're better off without you.]

baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
reader, are you out there, somewhere?
reading what i type?
most of the time, as i type, i wonder who reads.

who wants to know about my life anyway?
/sigh

i'm under a lot of depression lately.
it sucks.
that's all.
for now.
if i arise.
which i may.
maybe.

-Alice

"Raise your Glass" by P!nk

"Won't you come on and come on and raise your glass,
Just come on and come on and raise your glass

(oh shit my glass is empty, that sucks)

So if you're too school for cool,
And you're treated like a fool..."

four words:
ROCKY. HORROR. PICTURE. SHOW.
oh damn.

so guess who got devirginized?
oh yes, that would be me.

i was disturbing, i guess. at least it was my best friend/sister (who's gone alot...) who did it...
she humped me, which was the disturbing part.
then i drank water, and spit it back out. (so i spit instead of swallow. hahaha.)
there wasn't really anything more after that for me, because the party i was with told me not to do the rest, because it was just... wrong.
please, reader, don't make me tell you.

the actors at our theater where amazing.
i wish i got pictures with them. oh well. next time.
mmh. i don't know what to type next.
yeah, well, until next time.

-Alice

"Monster" by Meg and Dia

"His little whispers, Love Me. Love Me.
That's all I ask for, Love Me. Love Me.
He battered his tiny fists to feel something.
Wondered what it's like to touch and feel something.

Monster.
How should I feel?
Creatures lie here.
Looking through the window...

That night he caged her
Bruised and broke her.
He struggled closer.
Then he stole her.
violate wrists and then her ankles
Silent Pain
Then he slowly saw their nightmares
Where his dreams.


Monster.
How should I feel?
Creatures lie here
Looking through the windows

I will
Hear their voices.
I'm a glass child.
I am Hannah's regrets.

Monster.
How should I feel?
Turn the sheets down.
Murder ears with pillow lace.

There's bath tubs
Full of glow flies.
Bathe in kerosene
Their words tattooed in his veins, yeah."

i'm starting this blog by saying: this is my most favorite song ever.
so, yes, this is my blog. i shall spill out the dirtiest of my secrets and crap like that.
-sigh- there's not going to be all that many, by the way.
i don't have 'dirty' secrets.

so, i'll also start by stating something:
all of my blog posts will (god gammit!) start with a song.
so, if you request a song, i'll probably put it up.

if you wanna know about me, there's info. somewhere on this page,
or you could message me.

so, other links to view me, yeah!
[gaia]

and, that's my other accounts.
so, yeah.
see you next post~


-alice.